We lost our Bart Bart last night. He had salmon poisoning. We didn’t know until it was too late.
He just turned a year old last month. He was just a little guy. The sweetest boy in the world.
I am still deep in shock.
I am crushed. I have a lot of experience with losing animals and this one is by far the hardest.
He was just a baby! We should have had so many more years together. I am beating myself up so much for not getting him help sooner. He seemed ok until he wasn’t.
I thought we were prepared with all his meds and all his fluids. I was ready to do the work, but it was too much for his body. Parasites are the worst! How can something so small take so much?
I am sick of crying. I am sick of being sad. I am still lost in denial and coming out of shock.
I just want to go out in the barnyard and see him there and give him a stick.
